How you want me to move out but never want to watch my son so I can work
How is it such a big deal when you don’t do shit alll fucking day
How when he’s in school from 7-5
How you want me to pay bills never taught me how to pay a fucking bill
How you want me to ” grow up ” but your the only one holding me back HOW BITCH HOW the fuck
No one wants to see me prosper this shits is really depressing like alllll I want to do is WORK get fucking Money for my son and I but NO I have a jealous ass bitter mother who just starts shit with me dose not want to help me at all with my son and bitches and complains about when I find my own solitons I really just want to fucking jump off a bridge this is beyond fucking frustrating and trying get my son his fucking daycare is just a shotgun in my fucking brain like I’m just ready to fucking go trying live life and fucking make something of myself and everyone so it seems just wants to hold me back so I may as well just fucking die and become a street hobo like what the fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
— Gautama Buddha (via yayaspapayas)